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October 31st, 2006

03:04 am - We're running circles in the sun...
I haven't posted in a couple of days. Did I mention I saw the jealous one? Yea. I texted him Wednesday and said, "When are you getting into the city tomorrow?" He said he didn't know. I replied, "Oh, I thought I'd remember I had friends before my coworkers and visit one of them." He didn't have anything to respond. I wanted it to sting a little.

So, yea, Thursday, after I got out of class, I called. He was in his office. I said I'd drop on by. Got a text from the other party in the jealous thing. So I called him back and we chatted. I told him that Betta, the manager at work, expects me to wear a headband on Tuesday. I told him I was stopping to get cat ears. "I don't like cats," he said. I replied, "Oh, well, I was going for a naughty kitty, but ok... um, what should we decide?" So ultimately, he and I decided I should get the red halo. Like a fallen angel... haha. So not me. ;-)

So I talked to Nate while I walked to the jealous one's office. I said bye to Nate, who was on his way to Boston for the night, and met my jealous one. We talked for a while. It was really nice to see him. I had not missed him at all and I was surprised by how I realized that I hadn't missed him and how much I really did miss him. We had a really good time just talking and then I headed home. I went to work later on and got a call from Nate later that night. He was really drunk and I told him that if we were together, I'd pat his head for him. He said he missed me and he'd see me Friday.

I interned and worked Friday. Nate asked what we were doing later on and I didn't know. I knew I wasn't staying out late, because Josh and I were going on our trip the next day. I called Nate when I was on my break and he was still on his way back from Boston. He was a little snippy with me, and I jokingly mentioned he won't have been hanging out with me for like a week, he said, "Whatever. Doesn't matter to me." and I was highly insulted. So I quickly brushed him off the phone. I didn't go out after work.

Saturday, Josh and I got up and on the road around 1030. We went to see the old house i used to live in, a park in my old neighborhood, my old schools, the ecology site (has animals), and then out to Montauk. It was a great drive and we had a really awesome day. We went to see the Montauk Lighthouse too. It was so amazing. We went to bed early and didn't even care- we were just happy to be int eh same bed.

Sunday we got up, had breakfast, and went out to the outlet mall. Then I drove him to Orient Point, the end of the North Fork of Long Island. Montauk Point is the end of the South Fork. So he saw both ends. We also went pumpkin picking and apple picking. We got back kind of late and after such a full day, had a really lovely romantic dinner, and went to bed. We started out for home around 915 this morning, and got back around 1230.

I interned at 130 and when I walked in the door at 845, was surprised to hear my brother say something I should have expected. "Mom was saying some real mean things about you at Sha's (my aunt's nickname) last night." I just looked at him quizzically. "She said she didn't think you were really picking apples. That there weren't any apples where you were going... and that if there were, you were going to be bobbing for them." Like I'd have to freaking lie about going to get laid. Really, as if they haven't figured out that I can get it just as easily in Brooklyn as I can in Montauk, why would we spend money on the hotel? Do they really think I'd have to lie?! That shit makes me so upset. Why can't you fucking trust I'm doing what I say I am? What is up with that? Argh.

Anyway, I needed just to get out that upsetness. I just got home. I had a really relaxing two days and it was so swiftly ruined by bullshit.

Going to look at pics of the trip and get some rest.

<3
Jess
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Current Music: Lips of an Angel- Hither

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August 6th, 2005

08:48 pm - Just fiddling with stuff at home....
Found a pic of Josh from four years ago. It was one I believe I asked him to send to me, so that I had one. I cannot believe it.

I cropped and resized, and it is the picture for this entry. Doesn't he look just the same? I look at that picture and fall in love all over again. Gosh, I love that man. My heart swells just thinking about him.... <3

Love to all.

Jessa
Current Mood: completely in love...
Current Music: My dad watching TV

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